Board Thread:Ships/@comment-31628060-20150102011244

Kaden Carter, many would use a variety of words to describe him; Flirt, Charming, Good looking, no of those were in any way the truth. In reality, no one knew him, they did not know he spends more time in a coffee shop than in a bar for instance. Or that he prefers staying home reading than going out. People have this image of him that just isn't true. He can't blame them, he spent time trying to appear that way. Why? You would ask. He didn't get much attention growing up, he was the black sheep of the family, he is surprised his parents know his name. He felt like an outcast his entire life that is until puberty hit him. Since then he has gotten more than enough attention from both girls and boys, and him being unnoticed for so many years he enjoyed and cherished this change. He even got some relationships out of it, many which were fake. He knew he was gay since he was a little kid, he just didn't accept it until he got much older.

His first time was in no way ordinary nor romantic, it was fast, rough and in all of its definition just a pointless hookup. He never was much of a hopeless romantic and he doesn't regret his first time, he enjoyed himself. Still he aches for a tint of romanticism in his life.

College life was a blast. He was well liked and he could get any gay guy he liked to sleep with him. He hooked up with different guys a lot, but he still went home alone. A guy has never said no to him then. came Oscar.

Oscar, a sassy, independent, and so utterly gorgeous guy who turned Kaden's life upside down. He made him rethink everything he knew. Suddenly he was done with playing. Some few interactions with him suddenly meant more than all the hook ups he has had. He is done being a jerk, he wants to show him everything he can be, his true self. Only if he could give him a chance.He doesn't know how all this is new to him, how he has never felt like this. he never chased someone as long as he has been chasing him. He wish we knew what he makes him feel. He can't shake off the feeling that Oscar needs to be a part of his life, no matter in what way. He changed him, for good and he wants to share his new found hope with him.

He's a mess, he really is, he can't blame Oscar for avoiding him. Either way he made him a better person, and he can't wait to live his life with a new fresh attitude. As for what the future holds for Oscar and him, he doesn't know and he doesn't believe fate will bring them together once more but for that day he patiently waits. 